I walked away from him without saying another word. I went into the kitchen. I didn’t turn around to see if he was watching. I pulled the phone from the wall mount. My fingers knew the number by heart.
I called the auction house in Tulsa. The man there, Mr. Henderson, had been trying to get his hands on that quilt since the Reagan administration. He knew the provenance. He knew the value.
“It’s finally ready,” I told him. I didn’t need to explain anything else. “Come out today. Bring the paperwork.”
I hung up the phone. I took a deep breath and leaned against the counter. The house felt a little lighter already. I walked back into the living room.
The dealer was still there. He was tapping his pen against his knee, looking around the room like he owned the place. He looked at me with that same smug grin.
“Did you find your senses?” he asked.
I didn’t answer him. I walked right up to the table. I picked up his pen from the surface.
I didn’t take his card. I didn’t look at his ten-dollar offer. Instead, I grabbed a blank sheet of paper and wrote down a single, specific figure. I wrote it in big, bold numbers. I pushed the paper toward him.
His eyes widened when he saw the number. It was the appraisal value from the last insurance update.
It was the true worth of the heritage he wanted to treat like garbage.
“That’s a joke,” he said. His face went red.
I smiled. It wasn’t a kind smile. “Take it or leave it.”
“You can’t be serious,” he sputtered.
“I’ve never been more serious in my life,” I said.
He stood there for a minute, looking at the quilt and then at me. He was trying to figure out if he could bully me. He was trying to see if I would crack.
But the thing about being a widow is that you realize very quickly that you don’t need anyone to tell you what your things are worth. You know exactly what you’ve been through to keep them.
He didn’t have the money. He didn’t have the guts. He turned around and grabbed his coat, muttering something under his breath about how crazy some people get when they’re grieving.
I didn’t care what he thought. I just watched him walk out the front door.
I locked it behind him. The sound of the deadbolt clicking into place was the best sound I had heard in months.
I went back into the bedroom and folded the quilt myself. I did it slowly. I made sure every corner was square. I made sure the initials in the border were facing up.
I felt a strange sense of peace. I wasn’t just selling a quilt. I was honoring a legacy.