Hank was quiet for a second. “Once,” he said. “One time he told me.”
Gary was seventeen. This was before I knew him, obviously. He had a job interview lined up at a plant about twenty miles outside of where he grew up.
His first real shot at something. He borrowed his uncle’s car, an old thing that was already running on fumes, and he ran out of gas on a back road about halfway there. No money in his pocket, nothing. He stood on the side of that road for a while. Cars passed. Nobody stopped. Not one person.
He walked four miles in dress shoes he’d borrowed too. By the time he got to a gas station he was an hour and a half late. He called the plant from a payphone. They’d already moved on. He lost the job before he ever got to say a word about himself.
Hank’s voice went a little rough when he told me that part. He said Gary had described it as one of those things that stays with you. Not in a bitter way. Just in a “I know what that moment feels like” way. Hank said, “He told me, nobody should miss an opportunity because their tank is empty. That was how he put it.”
I had to put the phone down for a second. Just set it on the kitchen table and breathe. Because this was Gary. This was so completely Gary and also I had no idea. That’s the part I keep getting stuck on. Twenty-two years and this whole piece of him was just living quietly in the world and I didn’t know it was there.
When I picked the phone back up I said, “Did anyone ever know it was him?”
Hank said most of them probably just found the money and used it and moved on.
Which is probably what Gary wanted. He wasn’t doing it to be thanked. I know that about him. He would’ve hated the attention.
But then Hank said, “There was one girl.”
He said maybe two or three months before Gary died, a girl came into the shop. Young, maybe eighteen, nineteen. She came in because she didn’t know where else to go. She’d found a twenty on her car a few weeks earlier and she’d used it to drive to a college interview a couple towns over. And she got in. She wanted to find whoever left the money and say thank you, but of course there was nothing on the bill, no note, no name. She’d asked around, and somehow she ended up at Hank’s because Hank’s shop was the closest thing to that parking lot, and maybe someone mentioned seeing an older man walking the lot on Friday mornings.