Hank said she had a letter. She’d written it out by hand in case she ever found the person. She gave it to Hank and asked him to pass it along if he ever figured out who it was.

Hank said he told her he might know who she was looking for, and he gave the letter to Gary the next Friday.

I asked, “Did Gary say anything about it?”

Hank said Gary sat in one of the shop chairs and read it and didn’t say a word for a few minutes. Then he folded it back up and put it in his shirt pocket. He said, “Thank you, Hank.” That was it. That was all he said. Gary came back the next two Fridays after that, same routine, same twenty under a windshield, same quiet walk through the lot, and then in January he was gone.

Hank said, “I found the letter in my desk last week. I thought you should have it.”

He read it to me over the phone. I don’t think I could’ve read it myself in that moment. My hands were already shaking just holding the phone. She’d written it in that careful way young people write when they really want to get it right. She thanked him for the twenty but said it wasn’t really about the money. She said that morning her car was almost out of gas and she almost didn’t go. She almost talked herself out of it. And then she found the twenty, and she thought, okay, somebody thinks I should go. So she went.

Hank paused before the last line. He read it slow.

She wrote: “To the person who believed my car was worth twenty dollars: you’re the reason I…”

Hank’s voice cracked. He said, “The letter cuts off there. Her pen ran out. That’s where it ends.”

I didn’t say anything for a while. I don’t even know how long. Hank didn’t say anything either. I think we both just sat with it.

I still haven’t decided what to do with the letter. Hank mailed it to me and it’s been on the kitchen table for two weeks now. I keep walking past it. Sometimes I pick it up and look at her handwriting. She had neat loopy letters, the way a lot of girls that age write. I wonder if she finished the sentence in her head. I wonder if she thinks about that twenty still. I wonder if she knows he’s gone.

Maybe I’ll find her. I have the letter. I have Hank. It probably wouldn’t be that hard. But I also think Gary didn’t tell me about the Fridays on purpose. He wasn’t trying to keep a secret. He just wasn’t doing it for an audience. He wasn’t doing it for me to find out about. He was just doing it because a seventeen-year-old boy stood on the side of a road in borrowed shoes and nobody stopped.

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