My son slapped me during Wheel of Fortune on Saturday night, in the house my sewing had helped pay off, because I wouldn’t sign it over to him and move to the senior apartments. The wheel was still clicking behind him when he hit me. His girlfriend, Shyanne, picked up her two little dogs and went to the bedroom.
Jesse is forty-eight. He had moved back in with me nine months earlier, after his divorce, saying, “Just till I’m on my feet, Mama.” I let him bring Shyanne and the dogs. I didn’t set a date for them to leave. I thought giving him a place to get steady was what a mother did.
My name is Arlene, but around Midwest City people call me Button. I sewed uniforms, wedding dresses, and prom hems for forty-one years. My husband drove a truck. Between his work and mine, we paid off our house in 1998. We also bought a little duplex on Sooner Road for our old age.
Mrs. Garza rented one side. She paid $950 on the first, like clockwork. Or she had.
That Saturday, Jesse stood between me and the television with a folder. He said he wanted the house and the duplex put in his name. He told me Mrs. Garza had moved out in the summer and the unit was empty. He said he would find someone else.
“The senior apartments by the base have a spot open,” he told me. “Shyanne already called. It’s real nice, Mama. They do bingo.”
“I’m not moving,” I said.
“You’re seventy-three. You’re done needing a house.”
“No, baby. This is my house.”
He pushed the folder toward me. “Just sign it over. It makes sense.”
“I said no, Jesse.”
Then he slapped me. Once. I didn’t answer him. I turned off the television and went to bed with my face burning.
I’d been afraid of him before, when he slammed doors. This was the first time he had hit me. I kept thinking about where I would go if I couldn’t stay in my own home. I had Social Security and sewing money in a coffee tin. That was what I had.
At four in the morning, I got up to use the bathroom and saw Jesse’s truck keys in the dish by the door. There was an envelope underneath them. I recognized Mrs. Garza’s handwriting. She had sent me a Christmas card every year for eleven years.
The envelope said “Rent, October.” It was empty.
I sat down on the floor in my nightgown. “Oh, Jesse,” I said. “Oh, baby, what did you do.”
Mrs. Garza had not moved out. She had been paying Jesse every month, all summer and into the fall. I had been short $950 each month while he let me believe the rent had stopped.
At 6:10, I called my sister Lavern in Choctaw, my sister Juanita in Harrah, and their boy Jarrod, who is a county deputy. I told each of them what happened. Jarrod sounded half asleep when he answered, but he woke up when I said Jesse had hit me.
“Aunt Button, I’ll come,” he said. “But you need to hear me first. You know how this town talks. You file on him, they’ll say you had your own boy arrested. At church, at Braum’s, everywhere. You’ll be that old lady forever.”
He wasn’t wrong about the talking. I’ve sewn half the church’s wedding dresses. People would have their opinions ready before they knew what happened.
“Maybe they’ll say I should have kept it in the family,” I told him.
“You can decide what to do,” he said. “I’m not telling you to keep quiet.”
I looked at the empty rent envelope on the kitchen table. “Come on, Jarrod. I’ll be that old lady.”
I got dressed and put on my church blouse. Then I fried Jesse the thick bacon he liked and made his eggs over easy. I sat down with a pen and a sheet from my sewing pad. My hand shook enough that I had to write slowly.
The note said: “Jesse, Mrs. Garza never moved out. She has been paying you $950 a month. You lied to me about the rent. You will not get this house or the duplex. You hit me. I called Lavern, Juanita, and Jarrod. You need to leave.”
I folded it once and put it under his fork. I was scared of what he would do when he read it. I did it anyway.
He came in at 7:30, scratching his belly. When he saw the plate, he grinned.
“Aw, Mama,” he said. “See? We’re good.”
I didn’t answer. He sat down, picked up his fork, and lifted the paper with it.
“What’s this, a grocery list?” he said. “Aw, Mama, don’t be like that.”
He was laughing when car doors slammed out front. One, then another, then a third. Through the front window, I saw my sisters coming up the porch steps. Lavern wore her Sunday coat. Juanita had her cane. Jarrod followed in uniform, his hat in his hand. Mrs. Garza was right behind him, holding her receipt book.
Jesse stopped laughing. He looked at the door, then at me, then down at the paper. He unfolded it and read the first line.
“You knew she was still renting,” I said.
His eyes went to Mrs. Garza’s receipt book. “She could’ve told you herself.”
Mrs. Garza came in with my sisters. “I thought you knew,” she said. “I’ve paid Jesse every month.”
Jesse pushed his chair back. “I was going to explain.”
“You told me she had moved,” I said.
“I said it was empty.”
“You said she was gone.”
He glanced at Jarrod. “This is a family matter.”
Jarrod stayed near the doorway. “I’m here because Aunt Button called me. She can decide what she wants to do.”
Jesse looked down at the note again, as if there might be something on the back that would make it different. “You didn’t have to bring everybody into this.”
“I didn’t want to be alone with you,” I said.
That was the sentence I had been afraid to say. My sisters stood close enough that I could see Juanita’s cane against her skirt. Mrs. Garza held her book open.
She showed me the entries for the rent she had paid Jesse. She had kept a record. I didn’t need to take the book from her or guess at what it meant. Her name was there, the rent was recorded, and the months matched the time Jesse had told me the duplex was empty.
“I gave him the money,” Mrs. Garza said. “I didn’t know he was telling you I’d left.”
Jesse rubbed his face. “I didn’t want you worrying about it.”
“You told me I was missing $950 a month because my tenant had moved,” I said.
“I needed it,” he said. “I was going to make it right.”
“With what?”
He didn’t answer. His eyes stayed on the receipt book.
I had wondered all night whether I could say the truth to his face. Now he had said enough himself. He had taken the rent, let me believe Mrs. Garza was gone, and asked me to sign over both properties.
Lavern spoke up. “You can’t ask her to hand over her home after this.”
Jesse turned toward her. “You don’t live here.”
“No,” Lavern said. “She does.”
Shyanne came out of the bedroom with the dogs. She stopped when she saw Mrs. Garza and my sisters. She looked at Jesse, then at me.
“Let’s go,” she said quietly.
He turned on her. “You’re leaving too?”
“I’m not standing here while you blame everybody else.”
She didn’t say she had known about the rent, and I didn’t ask her to explain what she knew. She gathered the dogs and waited by the door.
Jesse looked back at me. “You’re really putting me out over this?”
“I’m putting you out because you hit me and lied to me. I’m not signing anything.”
“You’re my mother.”
“I know who you are.”
For a few seconds, nobody spoke. Then Juanita said, “Jesse, take your things.”
He looked at my sisters as though he expected one of them to soften it for him. Neither did. Jarrod stayed out of the argument. He didn’t threaten Jesse or tell him what would happen next. He was there because I had asked him to come, and that was enough.
Jesse pushed away from the table. “I’m not taking all this today.”
“You can take what you need,” I said. “You can’t stay here.”
He started to say something, stopped, and looked at Shyanne. She was already outside with the dogs. He followed her.
I watched them go from the doorway with Lavern beside me. Jesse took his truck. Shyanne left with him. They did not come back to live in my house.
Mrs. Garza stayed a little longer to show me her records and tell me she had never left the duplex. The rent had gone to Jesse, not to me. I had lost the money for those months, and I wasn’t going to pretend otherwise. What I could do was stop the lie from continuing. Mrs. Garza and I spoke directly about the rent after that.
My sisters remained with me while I made a report about the slap. Jarrod did not handle it himself. He came as my nephew, and I made the decision for myself.
I had not signed Jesse’s papers. The house and the duplex stayed mine. The next morning, I went back to my sewing.
Jesse had left the note on the table. I folded it and put it away.