I sat down next to her. I felt a cold knot in my stomach. “Mabel, it’s not hot outside. It’s barely sixty degrees.”

She started to shake. “I have to wear it, Mama.”

“Why, baby? Why do you have to wear it?”

She looked at the bedroom door, checking to make sure it was closed. Then she looked back at me, her eyes filling with tears. “You’re going to be mad at me if I tell you.”

“I could never be mad at you,” I said. My voice was shaking, too. “I promise.”

She took a long, shaky breath. “So it doesn’t hurt as much when he grabs.”

My heart didn’t shatter. It just stopped. My whole world stopped. The air in the room felt heavy and impossible to breathe.

“When who grabs, baby?” I whispered.

She didn’t have to say his name. I already knew. I felt it in my bones.

She rolled the strap of her shirt down off her shoulder, slow and deliberate. She didn’t want to do it, but she did. On the soft, pale skin of her shoulder, I saw three distinct, dark bruises in the shape of fingers.

I didn’t scream. I couldn’t. I just stood up, my legs feeling like lead. I walked out of that room and went to the kitchen where Clay was standing by the stove. He was humming that same song.

“We need to talk,” I said. My voice sounded like it belonged to someone else.

He turned around, smiling. “What’s wrong? Is Mabel okay?”

I looked at him. I looked at the man I had married. I looked at the man who had been playing soccer with my daughter.

“Take your things and get out,” I said.

He tried to laugh. “What are you talking about?”

“I saw her shoulder, Clay.”

His face didn’t go white. He didn’t look shocked. He just stopped smiling, and his eyes turned into cold, hard stones. He didn’t even try to deny it.

“She was being difficult,” he said, like he was talking about a broken toy. “She wouldn’t listen during practice.”

I felt a rage so hot it almost blinded me. I grabbed the heavy glass vase off the counter and threw it at him. It missed him and shattered against the wall behind his head.

“Get out,” I screamed. “Get out before I call the police.”

He didn’t argue. He just walked to the hallway, grabbed his jacket, and left. He didn’t even pack his clothes. He just walked out the door and into the night.

I called the police before he even reached the end of the driveway. They came, they took pictures, they took my statement. They found him three hours later at a gas station ten miles away.

The next few weeks were a blur of lawyers and social workers. The police found photos on his phone. They found things I don’t even want to repeat.