Nobody said anything, but the room felt heavy. I didn’t say a word to her. I didn’t even look at her name tag. I just adjusted the edge of my towel and went to find a seat in the shade. I watched her from afar. She was fluttering around, telling everyone how she’d spent all morning peeling and dicing. I kept my mouth shut. I knew what was coming. The thing about a recipe that isn’t quite right is that it tastes like a lie. It lacks the depth. It lacks the soul.
By noon, the heat was really beating down on us. The picnic tables were set up near the oaks, and people were lining up with their paper plates. I saw Brenda’s bowl sitting there, looking perfectly yellow and innocent. I saw mine, waiting in the wings. People started filing past. I kept my eyes on the line. I saw Mrs. Gable take a scoop of Brenda’s. She took a bite, frowned a little, and moved on. Then I saw the young Miller boy. He took a huge helping of Brenda’s, ate one forkful, and dumped the rest in the bin.
Brenda didn’t notice. She was too busy talking to the organist about the church budget. I didn’t feel bad. I just felt like the world was righting itself. Then the pastor, bless that hungry man, came walking down the line. He looked tired.
He’d been dealing with the roof repairs all week, and he looked like he hadn’t had a proper meal in days. He stopped in front of the tables. He looked at Brenda’s bowl, then he looked at mine.
He didn’t hesitate. He reached out and grabbed the serving spoon from my bowl. He took a big, heaping portion, enough to fill half his plate. He stood right there and took a bite. His eyes went wide. He closed them for a second, just savoring it. He looked over at me, and I just gave him a little nod. He didn’t even look at Brenda. He just started eating, and he didn’t stop until his plate was clean.
Brenda finally noticed the empty spot in my bowl. She walked over, looking at the scrape marks on the bottom of the glass. She looked at me, and her face went a little tight. “It’s a bit dry, isn’t it,” she said, trying to save face. She wasn’t talking to me, really. She was talking to the air, hoping someone would back her up. Nobody did. The silence in that corner of the yard was better than any speech I could have given.