“I need you to bring a lawyer, Clara,” I told her, my voice finally steady. “And bring your camera.” She sounded terrified, but she did exactly what I asked. When she walked into that room, she looked at the pill bottle on my nightstand and then at the paper Teresa had given me. She didn’t say a word. She just hugged me, and for the first time in months, I felt like I was back in my own body.
We left the home that afternoon. Robert didn’t even know we were gone until he showed up for his scheduled visit and found my room empty. I heard he threw a fit at the front desk, but it didn’t matter. I was already sitting in my living room, the deed to the house in my lap, and the police were waiting for him to arrive. I didn’t feel happy. I felt old, and tired, and deeply sad that it had come to this. But as I sat there watching the sun hit my garden, I knew I had done the only thing I could.
I lost my son that day, in a way that hurts more than I can say. He is facing the consequences of his greed now, and I am sitting here in the house I fought to keep. The silence in the house isn’t heavy anymore. It is just quiet. I still look at the front door sometimes, half expecting him to walk in with that smile he used to have when he was a boy.
But he never does. That is the price I paid for the truth.