I always thought she had made her peace with it. She never complained. Not once. Even when we were alone, she kept the secret of her poverty hidden behind a stiff smile.
I looked at the note again. The back had a few lines pressed hard into the paper, leaving deep, jagged grooves. My heart started thumping against my ribs. I turned it over.
There was a series of numbers, a combination, and a set of instructions written in the last steady hand she had before the arthritis took over. It told me about a floorboard in the back of her closet, under the heavy cedar chest. It told me where she had hidden the key.
Wayne had inherited everything. The house, the accounts, the forty acres of farmland near Bowling Green that had been in our family since 1936. I had walked away from the reading of the will with a box of photographs and her old sewing kit, feeling like a fool for expecting anything else. I thought she had nothing left to give me.
I was wrong. She had been skimming cash for thirty years, hiding it in the seams of her winter coat, slowly building a wall against the man who tried to own her. She didn’t want to leave me a legacy of land; she wanted to leave me a way out.
I stood up and folded the money into my purse. The parish hall was still loud, still busy with the noise of people sorting through someone else’s unwanted past. I didn’t look at any more bags. I walked to the door, my coat buttoned tight against the sudden chill of the afternoon.
I drove straight to the Toledo house. Wayne still had the keys, but he had left the front door unlocked because he couldn’t be bothered to turn the deadbolt.
He thought the place was empty. He thought it was just wood and drywall and old furniture he could sell to the highest bidder.
The house was cold. It felt like the air inside had been held in place for weeks, waiting for someone to finally touch it. I walked past the living room, past the kitchen where my mother had spent her life counting pennies, and went straight into the back bedroom.
The cedar chest was exactly where it had always been. It was heavy, and my back ached as I pushed it across the floorboards. I found the loose board. My fingers felt the cold metal of the key before I even saw it.
I pulled it out and looked at it. It was a key to a safe deposit box at the bank on the corner of Main and Third. She had been paying the rent on that box since 1994.