I knelt down right there in the middle of the hall. I whispered her name, and she lifted her head. She looked at me, then looked past me, and she whispered something that made my chest tighten. “I want Rosa,” she said.
It was the first coherent sentence she’d put together in months. It was desperate and sad and it absolutely broke me. I walked her back to her room, but the room was a disaster. The bed was unmade, with the sheets wadded up into a ball, and the whole place felt cold.
I started looking around for her belongings, thinking maybe someone had moved them. I bent down to check under the bed frame, just to see if her slippers had rolled underneath. That was when I saw it. A green spiral notebook was wedged between the metal bed frame and the box spring. It was partially hidden, pushed back where a patient wouldn’t reach, but a staff member might hide something important. I pulled it out. The cover was soft, worn from constant handling. I opened it up, and Rosa’s neat, careful handwriting filled the pages.
I started reading, and my heart just dropped into my stomach. It wasn’t just a log of care. It was a log of neglect and something much, much darker. The entries were dated and timed with chilling precision. March 4, she had written, saying Mom asked for water in the middle of the night and nobody answered the call light for over two hours. She had found Mom crying in the hall. March 7, she noted that the resident in the room across the hall hadn’t been bathed in forty-eight hours because the new hire was lazy.
Then I saw the entry for March 11. My fingers started to shake so hard I almost dropped the book.
It said that Gary had visited that afternoon. He had spent a long time in the room asking Mom to sign papers. Rosa had noted that Mom was not oriented or even aware of where she was, yet Gary had been insisting on signatures. Rosa had written that she had recorded the entire conversation on her phone, just in case. I stopped breathing. The reality hit me like a physical blow.
Gary hadn’t fired Rosa because she was slow. He had fired her because she was the only person with eyes on the room. He was stealing from Mom while she was too far gone to know what was happening. I flipped the page, and there, tucked inside the back cover, was a folded piece of paper. It was a photocopy of a bank withdrawal slip for forty thousand dollars. It had been pulled out of Mom’s savings just one week before Rosa got the boot. The signature on the bottom was Mom’s, but it was a shaky, illegible scrawl.