I found Mrs. Chen’s room at the end of a long, fluorescent-lit hallway. She looked so much smaller in the hospital bed, her usually neat hair slightly disheveled, a bulky brace securing her hip. Her eyes lit up when she saw me, surprised that anyone from the neighborhood had come to visit.
I pulled up a plastic chair, sat by her bed, and gently took her frail, wrinkled hand in mine. We made small talk for a few minutes about her physical therapy and the awful hospital food. But I couldn’t hold it in any longer. I told her about the blue sedan.
I told her about the arrest. And then, I told her what the police officer had revealed to me about her 147 phone calls. “Mrs. Chen,” I said, my voice cracking slightly. “Why do you do it? Why do you stand out there in the freezing rain every single morning for our kids?” She didn’t answer right away.
She looked away from me, her gaze drifting to the window that looked out over the drab parking lot. She was completely silent for a very long time. The only sound in the room was the rhythmic hum of the oxygen machine next door. When she finally turned back to me, her eyes were brimming with heavy, unshed tears.
“Because over sixty years ago,” she began, her voice barely a whisper, trembling with an ancient, unhealed grief. “Right at that exact corner, a man in a dark car pulled up and asked me for directions. I was only eight years old.” A cold chill ran down my spine, rooting me to the chair.
I squeezed her hand tighter, silently urging her to continue, though my heart was already breaking. “It was a different time back then,” she said softly. “We didn’t know to be afraid.
I walked right up to his window to point down the street. And what happened after I reached that window…” She swallowed hard, a tear finally escaping and tracking through the deep wrinkles on her cheek.
“What that man did to me over the next three days… it broke me in ways that doctors couldn’t fix.” I sat in stunned silence as she took a shaky breath, her grip on my hand suddenly tightening with surprising strength. “The internal damage was too severe,” she whispered, her voice laced with a lifetime of sorrow.
“The doctors told my mother I would never be able to carry a baby. I would never be a mother. That man didn’t just take my childhood away from me that day. He took every child I was ever meant to have.” The tears I had been fighting back finally spilled over.
I couldn’t stop them. I just sat there, weeping silently, holding the hand of this incredible, tragic woman. “I never had a family to protect,” Mrs. Chen said, her chin trembling but her eyes suddenly fierce. “So I decided a long time ago that I would protect yours.