I stood up from my table with the wine glass still full in my hand. The room got quiet fast. I walked straight to the head table where Brittany was still holding the microphone.
She had just finished her little speech. The one where she looked right at me and said we made it anyway even though I tried to come between them.
Two hundred and thirty people laughed and my own son laughed with them.
I lifted the glass and poured it slow down the front of her dress. The red spread across the white lace like it had been waiting to do that. Brittany screamed and my sister grabbed my arm from behind.
Brittany leaned in close with the wine still dripping off her chin. She said one sentence right into my ear. I have never told anyone what it was.
I drove home alone that night. The casserole I heated up sat on the table until it got cold. I kept seeing her face when she leaned in.
Mark met Brittany fourteen months before the wedding. She came to Sunday dinner the first time and called me Miss Carol like I was slow. I let it pass because I have buried a husband and raised a son and I know when to keep quiet.
Mark worked at the plant for twenty two years. He told me once that he and Brittany combined everything to start clean. I nodded and passed the potatoes.
Diane came over three weeks before the wedding. She works at the credit union and she set her coffee down on my kitchen table and told me something she was not supposed to say. Mark had moved almost everything into a joint account with Brittany two months earlier.
I started the folder that same afternoon. I put the bank statements Diane slipped me in first. Then I drove to the county records office on my lunch break from the library.
The marriage certificate was right there under Brittany’s old last name. It was dated seven years ago and the husband listed was not my son. I made a copy and put it in the folder next to my reading glasses every night.
I ironed my good blue dress the morning of the wedding. I checked the folder twice before I put it in my purse. I told myself I would only use it if she went through with the vows.
The ceremony was short. Brittany cried at the altar and I sat in the second row praying the certificate was a mistake. My hands stayed folded over my purse the whole time.
At the reception the hall smelled like sterno trays and cheap roses. Brittany stood up after the cake was cut. She thanked her parents first and then she looked at me.
She said into the microphone that Mark’s mother tried so hard to come between them but they made it anyway. My son laughed the loudest.