She walked up to my table and gently placed a standard, slightly crumpled paper napkin down on the wood surface. “The woman down in booth six asked me to give you this,” Jeannie said, her voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper. I looked at her, entirely confused.
“Booth six?” Jeannie nodded, gesturing subtly over her shoulder. “She’s been a Friday regular for about three years now. Always comes in right around the same time you do. She never says much, but today she flagged me down and asked me to hand-deliver that to you.” I looked past Jeannie down the aisle.
Booth six was a mere ten feet away from my table. I could see the back of a woman’s head—gray hair cut into a neat bob, shoulders hunched slightly over a half-empty glass of iced tea. Three years. We had been occupying the same room, breathing the same air, sitting a stone’s throw apart for three entire years, and I had never once paid attention to her.
I looked down at the napkin. With hands that suddenly felt very old and very shaky, I unfolded it. There was a single sentence written in blue ink. The moment my eyes focused on the letters, the breath vanished from my lungs. I felt a cold prickle of electricity wash over my scalp, raising the hairs on my arms.
I hadn’t seen that handwriting in over four decades. But you don’t forget the handwriting of the person who co-authored the most formative years of your youth. I recognized that distinctive, sweeping cursive as intimately as I recognized my own reflection in the mirror. The note read: Martha, do you still take your coffee black? — Diane.
My heart began to hammer violently against my ribs. It was a physical impossibility, a ghost stepping out of my memories and into the middle of a crowded, noisy Friday lunch rush.
I gripped the edges of the table, steadying myself as I pushed out of the booth.
My legs felt like lead. Every step toward booth six felt like I was walking through deep water. I clutched the crumpled napkin so tightly my fingernails dug painful half-moons into my palm. I stopped right beside her table. My throat was impossibly dry. “Diane?” I whispered, my voice cracking under the weight of a lifetime of absence.
The woman slowly turned around, and the world stopped spinning. It was her. The forty-two years had left their undeniable marks, of course. The wild, raven hair I remembered was now a soft, subdued silver. The smooth, defiant face of the twenty-one-year-old girl I loved was mapped with the deep lines of a life heavily lived.
But her eyes—those bright, fiercely intelligent, unmistakable eyes—were exactly the same. They were brimming with tears, practically overflowing as she looked up at me. “Hello, Martha,” she said softly. Her voice was raspier, older, but it was still her.