He had done that for me every single Saturday night for fifty-one years. Hundreds of Saturdays. He never said a word to me about it, and he never let on that he knew how insecure I was.
He just quietly fixed it for me, week after week, so I could walk into that church feeling like the most beautiful woman in the room.
I stood there in front of the mirror, running my fingers over the wrong crease that Eleanor had made, and the tears just started pouring down my face. I missed him so much it felt like a physical ache in my chest.
I wore the dress anyway. I walked into the chapel and sat in our usual pew, feeling that sleeve pulling tightly against my crooked arm through the entire service.
After the sermon, Eleanor walked me out to my car. She looked down at my dress, her face full of hope. “How did it look, Mom?”
I looked at her sweet, eager face, and then I looked down at my sleeve.
“Did I do it right?” she asked.
I looked at my daughter, and I could see so much of Arthur’s kindness in her eyes.
“It was absolutely perfect, sweetheart,” I said, and I reached out to hug her tight so she wouldn’t see the tears in my eyes. “Your father would be so proud.”
I’m back home now, sitting at my kitchen table with a cup of tea. The dress is hanging back in the closet, with that wrong crease still pressed into the fabric.
I don’t think I’ll ever have the heart to fix it, and I’ll certainly never tell Eleanor the truth about her father’s secret. Some love is just too quiet to ever be explained.