I prayed it would jam, proving that I was just being a paranoid, crazy wife. It slid in perfectly. The deadbolt turned with a heavy, terrifying click. I pushed the door open, stepping over the threshold into a reality that wasn’t mine. The house was completely lived in.

It smelled warmly of vanilla candles, fresh coffee, and clean laundry. It felt terrifyingly normal. I stood frozen in the entryway, taking in the impossible sight. There were women’s expensive wool coats hanging neatly in the hall closet alongside my husband’s familiar winter jacket—the one he claimed he lost at a restaurant two years ago.

On a small mat by the door, tiny, mud-caked children’s rain boots sat lined up perfectly. I walked into the kitchen, feeling like a ghost haunting someone else’s perfect life. My heart was pounding a slow, sorrowful rhythm in my ears. I drifted toward the stainless steel refrigerator, my eyes locking onto a piece of paper held up by a bright green magnet.

It was a child’s crayon drawing proudly displaying a family of four standing in front of this exact house. Scrawled across the top in clumsy, oversized letters were the names: Mommy, Daddy, Emma, and Lucas. The “Daddy” figure was drawn wearing my husband’s favorite blue baseball cap, bearing his exact crooked smile.

My lungs seized. It wasn’t just an affair. It was an entire parallel existence. I was the wife at home, and this was his family.Operating in a numb haze, I moved to a small desk tucked into the corner of the living room. It was piled with mail.

Real estate documents, utility bills, and a copy of a lease agreement lay openly on the surface. I picked up the lease. The rent was $1,400 a month.

I flipped to the signature page and saw my husband’s name signed boldly in black ink. The original lease date was exactly seven years ago.

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