And inside, there was no other woman.
There was an old man.
Tiny little thing, swallowed up in a brown recliner. Ninety, ninety-five maybe. Thin white hair. And my Ray pulled a kitchen chair over and sat right down across from him, close, leaning in like they were old friends finishing a conversation from last week.
I stood there in the cold not understanding a single thing I was looking at.
I watched for almost two hours. I couldn’t make myself leave. They ate sandwiches off paper plates. At one point the old man laughed at something and slapped the arm of the chair, and Ray laughed too, that real laugh I had to work a year for. Then Ray got up, went out back, and mowed the man’s lawn. He fixed the screen door that kept banging. He carried out the trash. At two o’clock he came out, got in his car, and drove home. I beat him there by taking the back roads, and I sat at our table with my coat still on, trying to figure out who I was even married to.
That night, after dinner, I set the silver key down on the table between us. I didn’t say much. I just asked him, “Whose house?”
He picked the key up. Turned it over in his fingers a couple times, slow, like it weighed something.
“Earl’s,” he said.
I didn’t say anything, so he kept going. He told me he met Earl seven years ago, in the waiting room at the VA. They got to talking. Earl had nobody. No wife anymore, no kids, no visitors. Not one. Ray said, “I asked him if I could come by on Sundays.” Just like that. Like it was nothing.
I asked him about the key, and that’s the part that got me. He said Earl pressed it into his hand a few months in and told him to keep it.
I asked Ray what Earl said when he gave it to him. Ray looked down at it.
“He said, ‘You’re the only person who comes.'”
I had to put my hand over my mouth. Seven years. Every Sunday. And here I’d spent one night convinced he was a liar and a cheat.