I pictured them sitting in our kitchen on Oak Street. Sarah was crying at first, but Martha stopped her. Tears don’t pay the rent, Sarah,” Martha had said. Martha was practical. She told Sarah to go back to school. She told her she would help.

Martha kept the secret for three years. She looked me in the eye every Sunday dinner and didn’t say a word. She let me think I was clever. She brought over casseroles on Tuesday nights because she knew Sarah was exhausted from clinicals.

“She told me to keep my mouth shut,” Sarah said. “She told me that a woman without her own money is just a target. She paid for my first semester of textbooks.”

I wanted to say something, to defend myself, to yell at her for involving my family. But the words got stuck in my throat. I was staring at the blue notebook.

“Why did you wait three years?” I asked, my voice barely a whisper.

“Because I needed the degree, Leo,” she said, using my name for the first time. “I needed to know I could support myself before I walked away. And now I can.”

She closed the blue notebook with a soft, final thud. She slid it back into her purse.

“The house is going on the market on Monday,” she said, her voice remaining steady. “I already spoke to the realtor. Your mother is acting as my co-signer for my new apartment.”

She stood up from the booth. She adjusted the strap of her purse over her shoulder. She looked down at me, and for a second, I thought I saw a flicker of pity in her eyes.

“You can pay the twenty-four dollar bill,” she said. “I’m taking the Buick.”

She walked out of the restaurant, her heels clicking against the wooden floorboards of the country store.

I watched her through the window as she unlocked the car, got in, and drove away.

I sat alone in the booth for a long time. The waitress came by and asked if I needed anything else. I just shook my head, paid the bill, and left.

When I got to my truck, my hands were shaking so badly I could barely get the key into the ignition. I called my mother’s phone. It went straight to voicemail. I called three more times. Nothing.

I drove straight to her house. Her silver Buick was in the driveway, but when I knocked on the door, she did not answer. I knew she was inside. She was just refusing to see me.

I went back to our house on Oak Street. The silence in the living room was different now. It was not the silence of a tired marriage. It was the silence of an empty stage after the show is over.

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