“Briggs? From Sycamore Grade School?” Art asked, his voice cracking slightly as he looked from my donation slip to my face. He was a retired mailman who volunteered at the VFW reception desk on Tuesday mornings, and he smelled like peppermint lozenges and old paper.
He was staring at my maiden name on the yellow carbon slip I had just signed.
I had not seen that name on a document in nearly fifty years. I stood there in my wet raincoat, the water dripping off my umbrella onto the worn linoleum floor. The rain was drumming hard against the glass of the double entry doors. I had spent the morning dragging Kenneth’s old army duffel bag out of the crawlspace above our garage.
Inside that bag were Kenneth’s pressed khaki uniforms from his time stationed in Munich. They smelled of camphor and cedar shavings. Kenneth had been gone for exactly eleven months, and the silence in our small ranch house on Maple Street had become too heavy to carry. I thought donating his things to the local post would help me close a door.
But Art wasn’t looking at the uniforms. His eyes were wide, blinking behind thick bifocals as he stared at my signature. He turned toward the narrow hallway that led to the back office where they kept the old files and the spare coffee urns.
“Eddie,” Art called out, his voice echoing off the wood-paneled walls. “Eddie, get out here. You are not going to believe this.”
The door at the end of the hall creaked. A man with white hair and a slight limp stepped into the light of the fluorescent bulbs. He was wearing a faded green flannel shirt and holding a plastic mug of black coffee. He looked at Art, then his eyes shifted to me.
My brain stopped working for a second. I just stood there. He was older, his face lined with the hard years of a tobacco farmer, but his eyes were exactly the same shade of slate blue I had imagined every night when I was sixteen years old.
It was Eddie. The boy from Kentucky who had stopped writing to me in the autumn of 1971. The boy I had spent fifty years believing was buried in some unnamed field across the ocean.
I need to back up for a second. This all started in the winter of 1969. I was a junior at Sycamore High. Our English teacher, Mr. Henderson, decided our class should do something for the boys overseas. He brought in a cardboard box filled with names and military serial numbers scribbled on index cards.