I should tell you something about David. He was always private about his life before me. Said his parents passed young, said he had no family to speak of. There were no photos of him before his thirties.
Not one. No cousins at our wedding. I used to think it was sad. I used to feel sorry for him for being so alone in the world. I actually felt sorry for him.
I didn’t eat dinner that night. I just sat with the printout of that photo and didn’t sleep.
The next morning I drove to Comfort Hills. I needed to see the whole thing, not an email. I asked to see the full file. The clerk handed me a thin manila folder like it was nothing, like it was a phone bill.
Inside there was a burial plot map. And here’s the thing I couldn’t make sense of at first. There were two cemeteries. Not one. A second plot, in a completely different county. Under a different last name.
I read it three times before it sank in. The man was planning to be buried twice. Two graves. Two headstones. Two families standing over a casket on two different days, neither one knowing the other exists. I just sat in that little office with the folder open and I felt my hands go cold around the paper.
The second plot, the one in the other county, was reserved right next to someone. A woman. The deed said she had already died, three years ago. Buried and waiting. And David’s reserved spot was the one beside her.
I closed the folder. I drove home. I made dinner like a crazy person, like my whole world wasn’t sitting in pieces on the passenger seat.
I set the table. And I propped that family portrait up against the salt shaker, facing his chair.
He came home at 6:30 like always. He kissed the top of my head like always. He sat down. He picked up his fork. And then he saw it.
His fork stopped halfway to his mouth. Just hung there in the air. He didn’t put it down for a second, like if he kept holding it none of this was real.
“Sheila,” I said. Just the one word.
He set the fork down then. Real slow. He looked at the photo and then at me and his face did something I’d never seen in 26 years. “How did you find that,” he said. Not even a question really. Flat.
“The funeral home called,” I said. “They asked for your wife. So I answered.”
He didn’t say anything. So I kept going, because I had one more thing and I needed to watch his face when I said it.
“The second plot,” I said. “The one in the other county. Under the other name.” I made myself slow down. “It’s reserved right next to a woman who died three years ago. And I want you to tell me her name.”