“She said she isn’t a stranger,” David said, staring at the blurred woman in the yellow dress. “She said she’s my twin sister. And she said the cr*sh wasn’t an acc*dent.”
I need to back up for a second. I know how insane this sounds.
If you had told me three months ago that I would be sitting in a hospital room listening to my brain-injured husband spin a conspiracy theory about a secret twin, I would have laughed.
We were normal people. David worked at his family’s construction business with his older brother, Mark. I worked as a receptionist at a local pediatric dental office.
We lived in a modest ranch house in Ohio, clipped coupons, drove old Buicks until the rust ate the quarter panels, and spent our weekends taking our kids to soccer games.
We had bills. Oh, god, we had bills. The hospital ledger was already sitting at $187,000, and my insurance company was already sending me those complicated, terrifying forms that basically said they were looking for any excuse not to pay.
I was exhausted. I had been sleeping on a cracked blue vinyl chair in David’s room for three weeks straight while he was in the coma.
My back felt like a solid sheet of pain, and my hair was permanently tied back in a messy bun because I didn’t have the energy to wash it.
David’s brother, Mark, had been our rock. Or, at least, that’s what I thought at the time.
Mark had been coming over to the house every single evening. He would sit at our kitchen table, drink our instant coffee, and help me sort through the stacks of medical bills.
“Don’t worry about the money, Clara,” Mark would say, patting my hand with his big, calloused fingers. “We’ll figure it out.
The business has some cash reserves. But we might need to restructure things. You know, since David might not be able to come back to work for a long time. Maybe ever.”
I was so grateful for him. I remember thinking, thank god for family. I actually defended Mark to my sister when she said he was acting a little too eager to look through our financial papers.
I feel so incredibly stupid when I look back on that now. But at the time, when you are drowning in debt and your husband is hooked up to a machine that breathes for him, you grasp at any hand that is offered to you.
But now, sitting in the quiet room with David, looking at that silver frame, those sweet memories of Mark’s support began to curdle.
“David,” I said, my voice barely a squeak. “You don’t have a sister. Your parents only had you and Mark. You know that. We’ve been together since we were twenty.”