“You’re just better suited for support, Lisa,” my boss, Roger, said.
He didn’t even look up from his tablet.
He was sliding a brand-new brass nameplate across the polished wood of his desk.
It had Jason’s name on it.
Jason had been at Vantage Solutions for exactly 14 months.
He was a nice enough guy, I suppose, but he couldn’t even figure out how to run the weekly pipeline reports without me sitting next to him and pointing where to click.
I had been at the company for 9 years.
I started when my daughter, Maya, was just four years old.
Now she was thirteen, and I had spent nearly a decade giving everything I had to this firm.
I need to back up for a second because none of this makes sense unless you know how Vantage Solutions operated.
We were located in a gray concrete office park just outside of Columbus, Ohio.
It was the kind of place where the carpets always smell slightly of wet wool and the fluorescent lights hum in a low key.
I worked as a Senior Accounts Administrator.
It is a fancy title for the person who actually does all the heavy lifting while the executives take the credit.
I had a faded blue ceramic coffee mug with a chipped handle.
I bought it at a yard sale for fifty cents during my first week on the job.
I kept exactly ten dollars left in my grocery budget that week, but I needed something to hold my coffee during those long 8 AM meetings.
That mug sat on my desk through every corporate transition, every software update, and every round of layoffs.
I lived a very quiet, frugal life.
I drove a 2011 Chevy Impala with a rusted rear fender and a serpentine belt that squeaked every time it rained.
I clipped coupons, packed turkey sandwiches in faded plastic containers, and skipped the expensive lunches with the younger corporate crowd.
I was saving every penny for Maya’s future and her dental bills.
When the Director of Client Services position opened up, I knew it was my time.
The salary was $78,000.
That kind of money would have allowed me to pay off the medical debt from my gallbladder surgery and finally fix the squeaking belt on my car.
I was the obvious choice for the job.
I had trained almost everyone in the department, including Jason.
But during my interview, Roger spent the entire time asking me about my childcare arrangements.
“Who watches your daughter when we have late-night client emergencies?” he had asked, swirling a pen between his fingers.
“My mother lives ten minutes away, and Maya is very independent,” I told him, trying to keep my voice even.
He just nodded, making a small note on his pad.
Two days later, I was called into his office to hear that Jason got the role.