The school email arrived on a rainy Tuesday afternoon while I was entering insurance claims at work. The subject line read: Urgent Notice Regarding Tyler Walker. The message was short. It said my son had been involved in a physical bullying incident near the school gymnasium.
I felt a cold weight sink into my gut. My hands began to shake so badly I dropped my pen. I called Richard immediately.
“I knew it,” Richard said over the phone. “The kid has a bad streak, Diane. You need to lock him down right now. Take his phone. Take that expensive laptop you insisted on buying him.”
When I got home, I did exactly what Richard said. I was so angry, so embarrassed, that I did not even let Tyler explain. I stood in his doorway and demanded the computer.
He handed me the silver laptop. His fingers brushed against the metal. He looked like he wanted to cry, but he held it in. He just looked at the floor.
Richard stood right behind me with his arms crossed, nodding. “Good,” Richard said. “Now go to your room and think about what you did to that poor kid.”
Ethan was sitting on the living room sofa, texting on his phone. He did not look up, but I caught the small, smug smile on his face. I don’t even know why I remember that detail, but it stuck with me.
I did not sleep at all that night. Every time I closed my eyes, I pictured my quiet boy hurting someone else. It made me feel sick to my stomach.
At seven the next morning, I told Richard we were going to the school. I wanted to see the proof. I wanted to see the security footage myself.
Richard complained the entire drive. He said we should just let the school handle it and keep Tyler grounded for a month. He turned up the talk radio to drown out my voice.
We walked through the double doors of Oakridge High. The hallways smelled of floor wax, old lockers, and wet winter coats.
Principal Vance was waiting for us in his office. He looked tired, and there was a heavy silence in the room when we sat down in the green plastic chairs.