I walked down the hallway, my boots squeaking on the polished floors. My throat felt incredibly dry.

Inside the office, Lily was sitting on a low vinyl chair. She was wearing her favorite yellow sweater, holding her scuffed corduroy teddy bear with the missing plastic eye. She looked so small.

Mrs. Gable, her teacher, was standing by the window. The school counselor, Brenda, was sitting on the edge of her desk. When Brenda saw me, she immediately stood up and walked toward me.

“Ellen, let’s step outside for a moment,” Brenda said, her voice very quiet.

We walked into the empty hallway. The bell for recess hadn’t rung yet, so it was dead quiet except for the distant hum of the building’s heater.

“What is going on?” I asked. My hands were still shaking. I had to shove them into the pockets of my CVS cardigan.

Brenda looked down at her clipboard, then back up at me. “Lily told Mrs. Gable about a game she plays with Mark at bedtime. She calls it the bone-counting game.”

I just stared at her. “What does that mean?”

“She said that after you go to work, Mark comes into her room. He turns off her pink castle nightlight. He tells her to lie very still. Then he presses on her ribs, one by one. She said he presses so hard it hurts her, but he told her that good girls don’t cry and that if she tells you, the game will stop and she won’t get any more toys.”

My legs went completely numb. I didn’t even try to stand. I just slid down the beige cinderblock wall and sat right there on the floor. My forehead pressed against my knees.

Mark. The man who built her a wooden swing set in the backyard.

The man who sat on the floor and played tea party with her.

“Am I crazy?” I whispered to the empty hallway. “Tell me this is some kind of misunderstanding. Please.”

Brenda knelt down beside me. She didn’t say anything for a second, and honestly, that felt worse. “Ellen, we have to call the police. It is the law. Mrs. Gable is already inside with Lily, keeping her calm.”

I nodded. I couldn’t speak. I reached into my purse, my fingers wet with sweat, and pulled out my phone to dial 911.

An officer named Miller arrived in eight minutes. He was a middle-aged man with a tired face and a thick mustache. He went into the office and spoke to Lily for about five minutes while I stood in the hallway, staring at the floor.