One night, I woke up thirsty and tried walking downstairs by myself.
I stopped halfway down the staircase when I heard voices in the kitchen.
My mother sounded frightened.
“She can’t find out yet,” she whispered.
Then my father replied in a tone I’d never heard before. Cold. Sharp.
“We don’t have a choice anymore.”
The conversation ended immediately after one of the steps creaked beneath me. By the time I reached the kitchen, both of them were sitting silently at the table pretending nothing had happened.
I convinced myself I was imagining things.
After all, trauma messes with your mind. I was emotional, dependent, isolated. Maybe I was becoming paranoid.
But the feeling never fully disappeared.
Sometimes I’d wake up and feel like someone had been standing near my bed. Other times my mother would suddenly stop talking when I entered a room. Once, I reached for my laptop and realized it was gone completely. My father claimed he’d sent it for repairs.
I stopped asking questions after that.
Then came the morning everything changed.
I woke up earlier than usual because sunlight felt strangely warm against my face. Different somehow.
At first I thought I was dreaming.
I blinked slowly, and for the first time in months, I noticed something faint in the darkness. A blur. A shape.
My heartbeat exploded.
I sat upright so quickly I nearly fell off the bed. The room around me looked foggy, distorted, almost underwater—but it was there.
I could see.
Not perfectly, but enough.
I stared at my own trembling hands and burst into tears.
After three months trapped in endless darkness, the world was suddenly coming back to me piece by piece. The curtains. The dresser. The pale morning light creeping across the floorboards.
I wanted to scream with happiness.
I threw the blanket aside and swung my legs over the bed, already imagining my mother crying tears of relief downstairs.
That’s when I noticed something near the bedframe.
A small crumpled tissue shoved partly underneath the mattress.
At first I ignored it. Then some weird instinct made me reach down and grab it.
I unfolded the tissue carefully.
The handwriting was messy and uneven, like someone had written in panic.
“Don’t tell them you can see.”